Post-Shower Pictures...

you show me a person who doesn't enjoy taking pictures and i'll show you an ugly individual...

Orrrrr.... Should I Speak For Myself

haha i think love keeps us from gettin all crazy and insane thinkin about bigger shit... lol its like, everyone's weakness, you CAN'T escape it unless ur crazy... everyone thought einstein n all those other guys were crazy cuz they spent all their time in their work. i was thinkin like.. the science field doesn't have too many groupies.. and if you're a mad scientist...? yeh, nah.

not even that but back then if u thought about anything other than what your school (religion) taught you, then you were sent into the cornfelds basically.... hahaha that shit made me laugh..

but that shit just reminds me of the same stuff we do today... we staaaay distracted. before i left to senegal i couldnt remember the last time i just sat outside chillin on a nice ass day... no extra shit, not a planned day at the beach... just like, postin at home or at a homie's house, outside, choppin it up. we're so filled of 'no homo's and 'pause's and 'omg i cant believe you just said that right now's.. that it really does affect the way we think about certain things and the way we kick it with the ppl we say we are the closest to-- and strangers too

haha everyone should just settle down and relaaax

Haha

i can't really say i 'dumped' this guy cuz we weren't dating at all...

but u know how you know someone... n they stay tryna remind you that they'd love to kick it and get to know you deeper?

he was one of those guys n i kicked it with him once. one time... 9 months ago... for about 1 hour. AND it was a 'take one for the team' type situation. lol so... i had to do it. i had to dump him. there was no reason to keep talkin to him like i was planning on being his friend for as long as we had each others' numbers.

so i had to let him go...

and he said he liked my honesty

lmao that made me chuckle.

SSSSSSSSsssssss.

i burned my lip on a blunt last night...

lol i put the wrong side to my lips...

i lke goin into new shit being as honest as the situation calls for.
it makes things so much simpler.

lying and portraying traits that aren't characteristically you is stressful, iont get it.

maybe it's cuz i have a bad memory.. that kinda kills my chances of being a consistent liar.. mm ionno

Lol Man..

my shit's been deep lately.
don't think i turned into Elize the Budduh or somethin...

so i thought i'd uhh post some random shit.

random but uh..

the best sex i ever had was in a motel parking lot.

you asked for it if you highlighted it... nasty.

same guy... i think it was 2 different times?

maybe i fantasized that second one up.

lmao u can't really be mad at me if u read this, right... u typed in my url

About Me... lol like myspace

i get annoyed, irritated, turned OFF verrrrrry quickly.

then i stay that way muuch longer than i'd like to.

but on the other hand... it's very hard to offend me...

like,

i could give a fuck if someone says something to try to upset me. BUT if they do it in an annoying way, then i get annoyed aaand there goes my reaction.

call me whatever you want... lol just don't annoy me while you're doing it.. preferably: don't involve me at all.

aaaanywho. i also said i get turned off hella easily.

lmao i kicked it with this dude i was supposed to be feelin a few nights ago (we went to dinner) and this fool had on jean shorts.... the long kind that are kinda like closer to the ankle than the knee...

which not only turned me off, but it annoyed and irritated me at the same time. lmaoo i guess being turned off leads to the other 2 immediately. jean shorts... smh... and a Rocawear shirt... and he asked what was wrong with me by the end of the night... it was definitely him and his lack of fashion sense.
i pray he does not have my blog's url or this shit could be reeeeal awkward in the future.

this entry really isn't about him tho... or me being annoyed or irritated (cuz besides that dinner 'date' i've been chillen)

but in general... or maybe just in LA, i've found that there's only a couple people i can stand kickin it with all day without feeling bored, under-stimulated, irked or overall uninterested... so it had nothin to do with his jean shorts or my boojie-ness, but i just feel like i needed to go thru that mediocre ass night to solidify that that im not trippen, and that yeah... i'm definitely in need of change, kickin it in LA for even this month has seemed like the looooongest month of my life... and i STILL have another 2 weeks to go

BUT... hold on

i love my regular buddies. my smokin friends, eating partners, movie-watchin homies.. and kinda most importantly, the friends i have that i can just kick back and talk to... no pressure, no set plans, no advanced confirmations, no extra shit. my real homies that i don't have to change myself for to kick it with... my kickin it 'everytime we feel like it' friends... i love them to death and they know that.. they're just not all accessible right now and that's laaame. proly why i'm pretty much down to get shit started in SD now cuz i'm gettin impatient.... and broke lol. i need a job.

Who I'd Like To Meet........ haha sike