Change Of Plans...

imma get  me a country boyfriend, with a Jitterbug cell phone. he won't have internet access or even know what the acronym AIM stands for. he won't have any contact with his ex girlfriends or recycle the same cute lines used on me, to recite to another girl. He'll smoke occasionally, smile && make me laugh frequently && never make me second-guess his thoughts or love towards me. Most importantly, he'll be proud to claim me as his LA girl to everyone who asks... yes, everyone. 

i'll trust him completely cuz he won't lie or keep anything from me. he'll learn from his mistakes the first time they're made... && i'm sure he's gonna notice and appreciate the compromises imma make for him... He's gonna be generous, well-educated, have a plan set out for his future && have no other dream but to have me be the one to share it all with him... yeeaup, imma find me one of those one day... && when i do it'll be the happiest day of my life

i've been through a lot of shit the past few days && i'm leaving here in 12. Fantasy life is the only life that's looking good at the moment. no one's really to blame for this, but would you really lock yourself in your room && never talk to me again if i told you you were the cause of this rant...? 

guess i'll just wait && see, love