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Settle 4 U, Beyonce

"i always loved you, 

even tho u did me wrong

i always stayed by your side

i guess i was your fool

i always cared

there's no one above you--

i swear

...cheated on me-- 

now she's there.

she wont answer your calls,

won't give you nothin at all

i guess i'll be the one

standin with open arms

...sucker for love...

guess i'll be the one

who'll settle for you

i can never leave u, 

no matter how hard i try

you'll probably do it again

i'll still be right here waitin

nothin has changed

it remains 

the same

i can't explain''

so anyways i heard this song && i was like daaaaaaing this is soundin hella familiar lmao. but I can't completely relate like someone else I have in mind.... it's in my genes to be self-reliant... && to know the difference between good situations and ones that arent't *quite* right... some people struggle with that though. shit maybe in their older age they'll get that concept down... meanwhile i'll be doin my thaang

if i ever find myself unhappy... i'll know it's by my own hand... but yea... that's done and it turned out JUST like 'I Think I Love My Wife'

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i went to the first BSU meeting yesterday && it was fun :-D this guy invited me && the hoe'n partner to a beach thing && a bonfire later that same night. sooo i'm there. OH! alsoo... my suitees are talkin about goin to get tattoos && piercings next week so this is a perfect opportunity to get my tongue repierced. i'm tryna get a red tongue ring so it'll be the cherry on top of my extremely hoe-ish nurse outfit. ouuuu i'm ready.

i start classes tomorrow... ahh but there's a party tonight :[

i gotta see what imma do... out muhfuckuhhsss

be happy :]