Sigma Nurse

so i went to the party last night.

nurse e.

look at me.

i definitely have a quiz... in like an hour... but i'm just gettin in.

Was NOT Thinking

ionno what made me think it'd be okay for me to do all i did last night

i told myself i was gonna do a BIG ASS LIST of homework, cuz i'm hella behind...

instead... i went to pf changs for J's friend's birthday... then went back to campus... didn't do SHIT of my homework... && then my favorite niggers up here told us we should definitely go over their house to chill out && whatnot...

so me, hating homework... && J, loving a good time... decided to go. definitely didn't get back til 3 am. i have sooo much damn work to do...

BUT

there's a sigma party tonight.

call me Nurse E... bitches.

i REALLY. could not stop watching.

I Got A Visit

from my mom

:]

resulted in...

lotsa food.

a new digital camera 

printer

random clothes && scarves.

and happiness

(aww)

the tongue ring went unnoticed :]

yesssssss

J && E

'your dude's feelin me

and i'm diggin him back

leave us alone

&& he'll be diggin my back'
(kiiiinda inspired by the fly guys... no homo on their behalf)

i swear J && i bust the most random missions with the most random ppl. last night was an average wednesday... til we got bored... my buddy Sam was tryna get me to go to a kickback with him off campus at his friend's house, buuut public transportation is bad enough when ur not super faded. soooo i passed.

that left J && i bored, in her room... taking pictures lol (i won't post those)(no Koramo). we're chillen && whatnot... then a light bulb goes off in her head && she's like 'aww shit, imma hit up my friend Jamal && see what he's doing'

loooong story short... he brings 2 dudes, we kiggit, went downtown, hit up my first hookah bar (it's weird... its so light compared to.... well yea.), shot some pool (beasted), hit up in && out like riiight before closing, played some spades(like some niggers)... then returned home around 2-3 ish?

i have no idea why i enjoy meeting new people SO much... maybe i have a good streak... i haven't met anyone who disliked me after talkin to me for a few minutes. i'm just THAT charming :]

only thing that sucked is that i planned on gettin some songs from bo derryl but i wasn't even at my dorm when he hit me up. KAHHHHHH. i feel like i'm trapped in the land of 'forever' by chris brown and like.... 'can't believe it' by t-pain. lemme hear them songs bein blasted one more day in a row, && i'll die.

Silly Me

sooo the mother's coming THIS weekend...

trippennnn

i'm excited. :]

i didn't fail my bio midterm. i got a D. look at meeeeee

i enjoyed myself last night... didn't get up on the 2 dollar tuesday special tho lol

anyways. here's me && fnann from the other night's meeting... && then one with richard. i look so wholesome :]

Wow

who effin knows. there are some super incriminating pictures of me floating around facebook. i'm glad i wasn't tagged... cuz they're.... bad. this was me before my 'morning after' picture... 

asian && black connection... life of the party. indeed.

fuck

i feel soooo damn cracked out right now.

i can't get any new fuckin songs cuz im on campus.

ahhhdfjkdjfkkfgfkdgjnbfdgkjfgfgdijwkfmr

if someone sent me some songs i'm diggin, i'd be so effin happy right now.

i really started biting my nail outta frustration. (just one)

leg's twitchin

i'm like a fiend.

but i like 'heartless' by kanye west :]

e.

i've been humped

i party. i sleep in my clothes. i wake up in someone else's house. i come back. && i take pictures.

F

the things you say you do, i don't believe its true

i heard it all before

don't have the time for lies, i need a guy

who understands

on how to be a man, ain't afraid to show his love;

are u the guy that i can trust?

:]

answer: prrrrobably not.

my tongue's almost 100% ready for action... the lady said something abt not drinkin for some amount of time... i forgot what the time period was cuz i wan't really listening... neither were the breezies who went with me...

i'm hoping it was 6 days. 

i've basically failed like every assignment i've turned in so far lol including yesterday's midterm.

missed 2 quizzes, including a quiz this morning cuz i overslept... i was drugged offa nyquil. ionno why i'm taking college less seriously than high school. silly me. i think it's cuz i already know i'm smart as f.ck... assignments, lectures, papers, tests && quizzes irk me.

i write shit down here when i don't feel like thinking critically. so don't think this is a measure of my writing capabilities... else that'd make u the stoopid one :]

cheaaa that's it.

Lmao Don't Try So Hard...

ouuuu i'm back in the interesting ppl club...!

it was a rough 2 days.

so the dude i was diggin... then considered lame... then started diggin again (as of yesterday)... is still bein dug. 

i had fun with that nigger last night :]

i was studying like a LAME for like, 4 hours... then i got rescued... i definitely needed it.

i have a midterm TODAY. at 3 o' f.cking clock. i'm so mad at the stupid ass professor bitch. it's like tryna learn how to juggle from someone with ADHD... she knows what she's talkin abt, but she gets so damn excited abt cells && whatnot that she just goes off on these tangents.... kiiiiinda like this one. 

[random educational tidbit: the other professor here won a nobel prize last week. eff the glory-- that's a million big ones right there]

i'm really just procrastinating... feel free to stop reading riiiiight here.

can't wait to stunt on halloween.

nurse bettyyyy

equipped with fishnets && pumps.

SD, LA && Riverside...

imma need a patient.

i got one in mind tho :}

i just wanna *bump uglies*

that's allll

fuck. i guess i should study now.

or leave && get some food!

cheaaaaa

:}

Damn I Feel Dull!

my roommate says she hears whispers in the room. && footsteps. (toes cracking, to be precise) she's trippennnn.... i may have to pour some nyquil in her milk if that keeps up. put her ass to sleep.

this weekend should be interesting. party on friday... hiding the tongue ring from my mom saturday && sunday... even tho i clearly have a fat-girl lisp now.

monday evening. makin my move :]

i guess that's it.

how damn dull am i....? 

extremely, apparently. geez i might as well start blogging about my granny's cooking.

Aye

imma learn the dance to beyonce's single ladies song.

gimme a yr.

I'm Sooo Aware That I'm Late...

but this video is amazing. how relatable. i f.cking love gnarls barkley. this reinforced it.

Perrrrrfect

it's so damn cold && windy. i want my cuddle buddy back

:]

on another note. julieanne && i went to LA this weekend to surprise turky for her birthday at ucla :-D

ahhhh then we went && had ourselves a grand ol time. it was a bunch of us friday-saturday.

me

j

hebe

cristy

attanigga

ryan

marquise

josh (+ 4)

chris

tirsit

and a bunch of randoms celebrated like G's :]

popped j's herb cherrry *wooooooo* it was fun.

&& more importantly. guess who's baaaaaack!

the tongue ring. oh yes. yes it is

Stfu

shakespearean/ stupid/ unclear/ and fortune cookie- type language irks me.

say wtf u wanna say, in the simplest way possible.

my nice streak only lasted during my sleep yesterday lol i kinda knew that'd happen. i talk a lotttt of shit when i'm bored... and when i'm entertained too... so that's like, all the time

ppl like it... and unless you're Ellen, it's not possible to be funny without being mean. 

i don't mind tho :]

proly why i can't be interested in a guy that doesn't make me laugh. guys that aren't funny are sooooooooooooooooooooo dry. no matter how good they look. i don't fuck with em. this one dude is attempting to visit me TONIGHT. all the way from effin LA. sooo burnt. passing on that one.

imma be in LA fri-sun!!!!!!!!!!!!! i won't be having my car tho. but it's straight i doubt i'll be able to drive anyways. it's a celebration bitches, na'meeeeen...?

someone lemme know when they're sick of lookin at me... cuz this could go on daily.

whut. blood. ?.

not diggin that mustache-like discoloration too much. lol oh well

So I'm Being Nice Today

i made a bet that today, instead of being the rude person i oftentimes find myself portraying... i'm gonna be nice... to everyone :]

it's hard cuz the washer/dryer here fucked up a bunch of my clothes last night.... && some girl with super STANK breath sitting behind me STAYED yawning the entire math lecture.  so i'm not exactly in the best mood, but i got something riding on this bet so imma be a G and stick with it.... a nice G, that is.

i'm behind in reading for ethnic studies.... woopsies. i'm super looking forward to this weekend. FINALLY getting my tongue re-pierced after months of planning and having it never go thru.

cheaaaa && hopefully the hoe'n partner doesn't chicken out && gets her tat also :] 

pictures will definitely be up. for now... more boredom shots. cuz i know we all like to know what faces i make when i'm terribly unentertained. 

Marley Keeps Me In Line...

chiiil beeeitch (10:41:12 PM):	there's like a handful of cute guys out here
chiiil beeeitch (10:41:27 PM):	lol i was abt to go back to my old homewreckin ways duuude. i woulda hated myself
Marley! (10:42:05 PM):	lmao .. hahaha .. u cant b travelin to different cities homewreccin
chiiil beeeitch (10:42:17 PM):	lmao i know, im super leavin that in LA
	after describing my saturday night...
Marley! (11:02:08 PM):	lmao .. wtf u sleepin wit strangers n shit cuh.. u gotta come bacc home...

2 In 1 Day? I'm Burnt.

so i'm procrastinating, right? and i was goin thru my old sk3 and all the messages that i saved. then i came up on one that i completely forgot existed and started dying. 

"Iono my mom said u look better then ex wifey..lol then no homo"

lol && i think that was after the fat girl called me ugly, too.

so i was chuckling and all that good stuff && i started thinkin of how things woulda turned out if i had taken up his invitation to hang out the friday before i left to come here, or if i had chosen to (or been able to) forgive em. && then my thoughts went a little deeper and i started thinking about the people that stay in situations just because it's what seems natural to them. && i'm definitely not excluding myself from the 'they' category.

i don't really know where this is going. i think it's one of my rants. but if i had a crystal ball that told me the complete 100% truth to all my questions, i think the first thing i'd ask is 'is he happy?' that answer, no matter WHAT it is, would honestly let me be able to breathe easy.. lol now i feel what he was sayin, talkin about the reason he stayed around with his ex was cuz he knew she needed him, and because of her dependency, would be lost without him in her life. (i'm already knowin that's not the only reason though... throw that disclaimer in there before that sparks anything)

he's not dependent. but i'm pretty effin sure he's not as happy as he could be. mayyyybe i'm trippen.

so if the completely honest answer was yes, i'd be content, cuz i'd know that sometime in the future i'd wanna get my old aim buddy back :]

and if it's no, i wouldn't be surprised... but i'm sure some of those 'super hero qualities' would unintentionally arise in me like they do in him when he knows someone he cares about needs him.

lol what a good person i am.

nah but forreal, when i am completely through with a boyfriend, i know no romantic relationship will ever spark back up, (that was super evident when the ex ex came to visit me) but i never stop caring about their well-being. if any of my ex's called me up, needing to talk, i definitely wouldn't say any petty shit cuz i know the importance of having someone to listen when u need em. sucks ass that i have no service whatsoever in my dorm room, but eh... imma work that out

anyways, i can't wait til the awkwardness dies down. i got some updates i wanna share!

out. :]

ps. if this post and/or my opinions offended anyone.... uhhhhh well shit. click that x in the top right of ur internet browser... that'll make you feel better.

Bubble Mint :]

gahhdayum

last night. i had the most fun i've had since i been out here.

bubble mint. six. hennessy. yager.  7-10(?) shots. 

mixed drank taste tester. party. slumber party.

i smell like boy. 

:]

Wack.

i'm in a drought. wack.

damn AND i'm annoyed.

the dude i was diggin last week is officially the lamest dude ever lol

triton eye is gettin to me.

all together, last night: 5 hits from a 1 1/2 ft bong && 5 shots && espressos

i was gone.

:]

i was gonna practice skating today but then it was sprinkling && i didn't wanna die 

so i went back inside

me && j are honestly too cool for ucsd.

too smart...? uhmmmm not so much.

i'm mad ugly girls get lovin.

thirsty boy invited me to a party. but i'm pretty sure i'll pass.

lol maybe that's why. i'm overwhelmingly picky.

im so mad i lied on my housing application. my suitemates are entirely TOO dry

even dry-er. my survey! they're so much more fun to fill out than read:

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
my left arm lmao

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
gray!

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yaaauuup

4.Do you plan outfits?
only every night.

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
irritated, hopeless, twitchy :]

6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
an internet ad.

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
aim, foo

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
lmao can't do that.

9. Did you meet anybody new today?
nope!

10. What are you craving right now?
deeeick

11. Do you floss?
when i'm in a 100%-hygienic mood

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
tiebudienne (the african in me)

13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
like 40 minutes ago

14. Are you emotional?
nope

15. Would you dance to the taco song?
only if i was hungry

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
never

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
lick cones. bite sandwiches

18. Do you like your hair?
cheaaa both natural && weaveral

19. Do you like yourself?
i love me

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
quite a few

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
no.

22. What are you listening to right now?
'get it together' india arie

23. How many countries have you visited?
5

24. Are your parents strict?
only mah momma

25. Would you go sky diving?
no.

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
of course i would

27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
wtf. no

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
nah. i'm guessing me && my roommate are pretty dull

29. Have you ever been in a castle?
actually, yes i have

30. Do you rent movies often?
nope.

31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?
1 lucky person outta 400

32. Have you made a prank phone call?
back in the day, oh yes.

33. Do you own a gun?
no.

34. Can you count backwards from 74?
of course i can.

35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
j i believe

36. Brown or white eggs?
white

37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
yes i doo

38. Ever been on a train?
mmhm

39. Ever been in love?
yes.

40. Do you have a cell-phone?
oh yes.

41. Are you too forgiving?
no lmao not at all

42. Do you use chap stick?
i prefer soft lips

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
too many. imma assume they're all gonna eat tomorrow.

44. Can you use chop sticks?
retardedly, mmhm

45. Ever have cream puffs?
no

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
nahh

47. What was the last question you asked?
'what are we gonna do?!'

48. What was the last CD you bought?
lmao. shit ionno.

49. Boys or girls?
the fuck...?

50. What is your bus number for school?
3466!

51. Is your hair curly?
oh yes

52. Last time you cried?
in august :{

53. Ever walked into a wall?
oh yes.

54. Do looks matter?
only completely.

55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
psh yea.

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
lmaoo yea

57. Favorite time of the year?
wintertime!!!

58. Favorite color?
blue/purple

59. Are you sarcastic?
oh goodness yes.

60. Do you have any tattoos?
yeaaap just 1

61. The last person you held hands with?
aww. my last ex

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
hell nah.

63. Where was your default picture taken at?
my treehouse room in LA

64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
good lord. yes i do

65. Do you like your life right now?
quite fond of it

66. How often do you talk on the phone?
not too often. i text && BBM like a maniac

67. What is your favorite animal?
Honey!

68. What was the most recent thing you bought?

a slice of pizza... meal points count, yes?

69. Do you have good vision?
hell nah.

70. Can you hula hoop?
nope

71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
i tried. lmao so no

72. Do you have a job?
pah! no.

73. Can you handle the truth?
i love the truth

74. What are you wearing?
long sleeved v, jeans && some guy's church socks that i stole :-X

75. Have you ever crawled through a window?
a few times

Daaamn She Was Not Lying...

my sister told me i'd get addicted to this junk lol maybe we're just both procrastinating losers

but i did J just now

:]

anyways. Lupe Fiasco's coming to perform at ucsd's fall fest tonight! 

espresso shots, bud, and drank. 

i'm on em! :-D

too bad my camera has no battery. shucks.

plannin on bein his diego hoe if opportunity permits.

fridaaaays... i love em :]

Kay I'm Addicted

lmao guess who?

then guess again :]

lmfaooooo sorry, i had to....

attanigga... i was gonna have her smokin but... it was a cigarette... we don't eff with those

my loser ass sister's the one who made me... she made my brother too lmao

i'm pushin it... i tried, janet! i think it's still cute ;}

Lmao Oh Yea...

i forgot to mention i got my package...

my ROLLER BLADES!!!

&& i was rollin along to class... && there was a steep ass hill.... and bayummmm i bit it harrrrd as fuck.

lol my right asscheek hurts && my palms are pretty effed up, so i'm retiring them for now, but this one dude from the BSU said he's gonna teach me how to skateboard cuz it's easier (says him) :]

i got skinny again :[

booooooooooooooo... but big burthuh... as many of you know, isn't going anywhere.

apparently i have a fan club on campus lol it's funny to me... thirsty dude isn't being as thirsty so it's all graaaavy as of now. 

lmao i got soap in my eye this morning for like, the first time in years... that shit really does burn... i feel bad for jinxxing the ex on his 20th lol && then i put some visine in, aaand that was just abt the dumbest thing i coulda done... burned like a beeeeeitch.

damn that was random. but i wonder if he and his ex/current (my nemesis for like 2 months lol) still read daily... that'd be kinda even more random than my soap story... 

random webcam picture of the day that looks like all the others!!!!:

2 ppl so far have asked if i'm partially native american... silly confused white ppl. african, cuhhhh... booyakah *click* *click*... jp, how cornily racist... :-/