i feel like writing a hearty ass blog...but i don't have anything in particular i wanna report...
except i've been real happy lately and i enjoy thinkin abt all the reasons why that is, when im chillen... just blown...
its a bomb ass feeling knowing you're ultimately in control of the energy that's around you. like why the fuck would you surround yourself with negative ppl if you're tryna be happy...? don't wait on them to turn positive, just do shit that makes you happy cuz you're always gonna find someone to relate to no matter what it is you choose to do. shit just works like that. it's liteweight tight when u think about it.
anyways...
this quarter is goin by super smoothly... no complaints at all. i've met some cool ass people who i can actually call friends... both male and female, (which i think is soo crucial in keeping your sanity... no matter who you are. that balance is defffinitely needed.)
uhm. i stopped holdin myself back just so people would have a more neutral impression of me. it takes way more work than im willing to put in. i got a complex ass personality. but i guess that's why you won't fully know me til you talk to me on a less shallow level. but then again that's everyone's story, yes...?
uhm. shawn chrystopher's mixtape "i.w.g. 2: i told you so" is the shit. i loved him the first time i saw him perform (which was also live)... been a supporter ever since. (just don't got the funds to be a supporter,supporter diggg)
"not really here" is currently playin btw. i planned on puttin a sample on here but ionno how these "artists rights" things go and i'm 1 degree away from gettin sued if i pull some illegal shit. check it for yourself tho.
i'm not talkin to anyone right now! damnnn that'd be sad if that's why i'm so happy these days lol i feel like beyonce in that 'ego' track... if imma talk to someone im definitely not even considering someone i can't have a chill ass conversation with. that's like anti-me right now.
-i noticed i have the best conversations with dudes who have high self esteem. or healthy ass self confidence levels. whatever you call that shit. they're always the ones who leave a lasting impression :}
uhmmm "pennies (remix)" by the cool kids (ft. bun b & ludacris) goes hard. i dig the original too... AHHH i just remembered they're comin to my school this friday. real shit... i did forget n just remember... [its the trees]
now i gotta decide whether to post that or ego by beyonce and kanye
sike. posted both. just click em.
-later
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