i get annoyed, irritated, turned OFF verrrrrry quickly.
then i stay that way muuch longer than i'd like to.
but on the other hand... it's very hard to offend me...
like,
i could give a fuck if someone says something to try to upset me. BUT if they do it in an annoying way, then i get annoyed aaand there goes my reaction.
call me whatever you want... lol just don't annoy me while you're doing it.. preferably: don't involve me at all.
aaaanywho. i also said i get turned off hella easily.
lmao i kicked it with this dude i was supposed to be feelin a few nights ago (we went to dinner) and this fool had on jean shorts.... the long kind that are kinda like closer to the ankle than the knee...
which not only turned me off, but it annoyed and irritated me at the same time. lmaoo i guess being turned off leads to the other 2 immediately. jean shorts... smh... and a Rocawear shirt... and he asked what was wrong with me by the end of the night... it was definitely him and his lack of fashion sense.
i pray he does not have my blog's url or this shit could be reeeeal awkward in the future.
this entry really isn't about him tho... or me being annoyed or irritated (cuz besides that dinner 'date' i've been chillen)
but in general... or maybe just in LA, i've found that there's only a couple people i can stand kickin it with all day without feeling bored, under-stimulated, irked or overall uninterested... so it had nothin to do with his jean shorts or my boojie-ness, but i just feel like i needed to go thru that mediocre ass night to solidify that that im not trippen, and that yeah... i'm definitely in need of change, kickin it in LA for even this month has seemed like the looooongest month of my life... and i STILL have another 2 weeks to go
BUT... hold on
i love my regular buddies. my smokin friends, eating partners, movie-watchin homies.. and kinda most importantly, the friends i have that i can just kick back and talk to... no pressure, no set plans, no advanced confirmations, no extra shit. my real homies that i don't have to change myself for to kick it with... my kickin it 'everytime we feel like it' friends... i love them to death and they know that.. they're just not all accessible right now and that's laaame. proly why i'm pretty much down to get shit started in SD now cuz i'm gettin impatient.... and broke lol. i need a job.
Who I'd Like To Meet........ haha sike
Thursday, September 3, 2009
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