Ah Cha Chahhhh

Mulatto && Uni show was thee shit. hollywood is gonna be my domain for the next few weeks since imma be so far from it in a few months :-[

i guess since it's summertime, i'll have a little more time to *blog*
ha, i hate that word... && for a minute i hated bloggers... but im ok again, i swear...
so uhm. i went to church with the older brother...
&& everything's goin regularly til this old woman like, has a diabetes attack, interrupts the sermon, && starts wailing && eventually... collapses. kinda random... so i thought i'd share... she was straight tho :-]

now that the randomness is done, today was a-ok. still countin down the days i leave so im tryna get as much time in with the boyfriend as possible. i'm chillen at the pahhhdray's house so that's gonna be easier i suppose. It's like, when i don't see him i crave him terribly. but then whenever we have to say goodbye, i miss him before i even turn away. lose-lose orrr a win-win...? not really sure, but i guess it depends on the perspective && mood. ANYWHO. ranting is never appreciated on blogs (i know) so.... til manana compadres && random blog readers...!

Friggin Indecisive, Conflicting Emotions...

false alarrrrrrrm. SO we're back. aaand i'm happy. it was stupid to almost let some boring ass loser bitch get in the way of my happiness... lol i overreacted a tad bit, but it seemed to be the right decision to make at that time. So. i'm good now aaaand chea.

anyways ha.

yesterday was crazzzzy.

janet's birthday.

'an entiiiire dub?!'

crazy ass **slumber party** (ha) (ha)

imma continue to have stooopid missions this month (i leave in like 3 weeks) :'(

adios, cuh.

Done... Hm.

so it's done... the boyfriend and i have broken up. shit happens. i hate trusting people sometimes, cuz it seldom turns out well. Guess it had to happen eventually. it's better than being out in san diego and having to worry about his whereabouts 24/7. So.... sadly, it's through... but im gonna try to salvage my summer.