08 Is Over

damnnnn what happened this year with me...?

january:

brought in the new year with a..... bang
STAYED bang-ing

february:
buh-laaazed
still bang-ing
this time, it was mr. bo derryl james (bdj) gettin the business
made that junk official on the 8th... [(fuck. i think (sorry)]

march:
beefin with the chubster begins (to my knowledge)
my african bruhthuh and i became inseparable.
tongue... pierced

april:
BAD month.
tongue ring... out.

may:
prom with bdj and bops
introduction to his & hers :]
tatted (twice)

june:
graduation
fucken warehouse.
growwwwn (not really)
1st sonic trip

july:
1st break-up with bdj (lol i was so burnt for that)
STAYED partying
saved bo derryl's life
fell in love with shawn chrystopher

august:
the WORST month of the year
met julieanne tho :)
got a little too skinny.

september:
chillennnn waaay too much... (sike there's never too much)
'ended it' with the love(r) ha....
fell in love with shwayze
moved away
began beasting san diego

october:
realized roller blades are the DEVIL.
met and became friends with waaay too many people
tongue ring BACK in action
brought my filipinhoe friend to LA to do some visiting

november:
history was made
me and SD fb bang
ucsd began raping me (with no lube)
came home for turkey day
accepted the fact that bo derryl and i can't be fully happy w/o each other

december:
met K :}
finals raped me
lost the urge to speak to bdj
went to the bay
hoped to be nia long's character in Love Jones one day
turned 18

in the midst of all these activities... lovin chillen and partyin were all present, damn near daily. i'm hiiiiiighly pleased with the outcome of this year... i feel like i matured sooo much, and was able to see the growth in myself. how wonderful would it be to start off 09 with no tension, stress or negative emotions...?

i'll be back to answer that.

Apparent African-ness

for those wondering why i look nothing like my mom....

it's cuz i'm my dad's mini clone...




i didn't really realize it til i took a look at my old grad photo and one from like... 2 days ago.

been spendin a bunch of time with the family this week... tryna sneak in little visits here && there with the buddies.

last night was successful :]

"Never Keep Squares In Your Circle"

(strrraight from http://www.candiedjamz.com/)

yeaaa tried to add it to the blog list, but blogspot wasn't havin it.

anyways.

i could NOT sleep last night at ALL.

i absolutely hate when people underestimate me... or assume they know me better than i know myself... ORRR assume i'm bullshitting when i say i'm going to do something. What oftentimes results in me proving someone wrong (//proving myself RIGHT) is the person-- 'dickhead', if you will-- becomes unhappy...

HOWEVER

this time is one of those few times where my decision (that i still support despite my lack of sleep) has negatively affected me too.

ahp well. nothing a session and a little *distraction* can't cure :]


ahh that picture was the beginning of my lovely trip to the bay with tirSLUT :]

we ended up fucken with 30 bleezes the next night. it was too ridiculous....

random quotes that only 2 or 3 people will understand:

"piiiipe?"

"fuck that, i know the REAL baby smokes"

"how yo music STILL playin??"

"i'm not no weedhead-- i just know some shit about logic."

"toe-may-toe-bath."

"that shit look like a prom picture...''

"i wanna be ONNNNNNNNNNN *yak*"