i was sposed to go to Undefeated to get some new kicks but *sigh* i just wasn't feeling it.
fellow cheatnj buddy nicole leaves really soon, && even though we havent talked lately, it still makes me sad that we're all going to be seperated within 2 months... out of our element, doing new things on our own. i'm aware it had to happen one day, but it's just so soon. i'm stuck wondering if relationships and friendships will be able to withstand the distance put between them... if new people will come into our loved ones' lives && completely alter what was left behind... grown folks say "college years are the best years of your life" so i'm just gonna wait && see... i got into the summer program so i'll be gone basically all august... i figure that'll be a preview of what my first quarter in school will be like tho, so i hafta go open-minded. i already know a few people that are gonna be up there, so i'm not jumping into something completely new, but still new enough to take some time to get used to.
i already know that i'm going to miss derryl the most... so i choose to avoid thinking about that part.
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