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AHHHH i wanna see my babies go off to college, but i caaaaan't :(

so i gotta say my damn goodbyes over the phone... which sucks asss....

i'm in a group study session aaaand my belly hurts cuz i think i read something i shouldn't have.

my PUNK ASS suitemates told my lesbian roommate that my favorite song is 'i kissed a girl' soooo she's kinda on me now. lol what jerks... i better watch my nuh-nay-nay tonight... but i got them mother effers.

uhm. so the fat lady who's in charge of lettin me leave is havin wayyyy too much fun treatin me like a slave && is thinkin about makin me stay here saturday && sunday (instead of comin back to LA). grrr. hey i realized i have some personal vendetta against fat women. i have nooo idea why. but they annoy me for some reason. attanigga understands me... they're sposed to be jolly... && some are just really bitter. i mean daaaaiiiing put a smile on, like mcdonald's suggests... 

sooo i'm havin a bunch of fun here && im suuuuper broke now... i proly owe like $300 in overdraft fees on my account. i need me a job.... or a sugadaddy... && i prefer the latter. i'm uber excited to come home tho, cuz i got some plans with this one niggerboy that'll make up for the past couple weeks. lovin lovin lovin lovin lovin lovin lovin lovin lovin. its been like, almost 2 weeks. ughhhhh. it's weird how he deals with my shit && i deal with his && neither of us know WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY the f.ck we do it. && no matter how much i say i wanna keep it plutonic && non-intimate, i know it won't ever be that way again && that's fiiiiine with me cuz neither of us have had any reason to complain when it comes to that. laaaa la la la laaaaahhhh.... 

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when i go back && read my blogs, i realize i proly look suuuuuper bi-polar to people who i don't really talk to in person. but oh well. u can't really understand me thru my blogs... they're usually annoyingly random.... && the most important person knows i don't include all the special stuff... like meaningful, cute junk && whatnot... i keep those for me && my personal records... i think writing stuff like that down kinda kills those things.