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k so imma act like i don't know who's reading this.

i have a strong dislike for someone i still have feelings for. i hate that shit. like, i don't even wanna talk to him ever again. some people are liars, some are dickheads, some are bitches, some are all 3 and so much more.

at this point  i just wanna hurry up && get over this lying asshole. && by the way things are goin, it's not gonna take too long. fuck like, the way things have gone, i've always been either sad, disappointed or hurt or a combination of the 3. but i'm mad. && in disbelief. fuck everything we had planned. fuck kiggin it when i come back, fuck you tryna hit me up like nothing's happened, fuck the over sensitive chubby bitch, fuck your lies, fuck your defensiveness, fuck you being 'too nice' cuz that's a fucken lie too. && more importantly, fuck you.

i really tried to put aside my trust issues && confide in you completely but my efforts have just been looked over. sooooo fuck you. i hope you get fired && have no one else to spend ur time with but her. i hope you sit && think about this situation that coulda been avoided tonight && it keeps you from sleeping. i hope you feel like shit. && i hope you're feeling at least a fraction of what i've felt the last months, cuz i honestly don't think you'd be able to handle it. i avoided doing anything that would hurt you && you say you tried to do the same, but that's bullshit. so. find someone who likes liars, and who is stupid enough to trust you after discovering countless lies told by you. its definitely not gonna be me anymore.

erase the facebook && blog if you'd like cuz i think i'd be happier not talkin to you or seeing u ever again. && your ex bitch is a stupid ass, spineless, defenseless loser. like, really... for you to even come at me this morning like that makes me sooooo mad. so fuck you. fuck you both. fuck your life.